I still have not accepted my fate.
All I want to do is stay in my room and play mahjong solitaire to forget my problems.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
safety valve
spoiler: just another 'luahan perasaan'
Yesterday my wife told me of a saucy piece of gossip concerning a known relative. At first I was amused that she would do such a naughty thing. It's good to hear juicy gossip. Today I feel sad that she would do such a thing as undressing in front of someone that she had thought of as the ideal person and offering herself. I ponder at this. My wife said that she always wanted a tall handsome guy but got a short round guy.
We all have dreams, and when that dream does not come true or we compromise, the yearning to have that void filled will always be there and when things are at it's lowest the dream becomes more real and a far better escape. An excuse for ones problem. Getting it must then be the solution. It makes us desperate and we try to force the dream to come true by blindly lunging at anything that comes close. Even a horny dog can hump a human leg. And that's when we fall, sometimes very hard.
If you have strong feelings for someone, take the chance, tell them. You won't lose what you never got and if the feeling is mutual then you gained. You must accept what you compromise otherwise it will return as poison.
Yesterday my wife told me of a saucy piece of gossip concerning a known relative. At first I was amused that she would do such a naughty thing. It's good to hear juicy gossip. Today I feel sad that she would do such a thing as undressing in front of someone that she had thought of as the ideal person and offering herself. I ponder at this. My wife said that she always wanted a tall handsome guy but got a short round guy.
We all have dreams, and when that dream does not come true or we compromise, the yearning to have that void filled will always be there and when things are at it's lowest the dream becomes more real and a far better escape. An excuse for ones problem. Getting it must then be the solution. It makes us desperate and we try to force the dream to come true by blindly lunging at anything that comes close. Even a horny dog can hump a human leg. And that's when we fall, sometimes very hard.
If you have strong feelings for someone, take the chance, tell them. You won't lose what you never got and if the feeling is mutual then you gained. You must accept what you compromise otherwise it will return as poison.
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