Friday, January 30, 2009

the pied piper

Why is it that rationality sometimes alludes us. Witch doctors make us dance to their music. If they say wipe shit on you face. You would probably do it. Why? Is it because we are desperate, that it is part of the treatment or we were hypnotised. Is it because it is mixed with religion? Dunno but we still do it even though we know it's not right.

Witch doctors probably laugh later. They could make people do anything. He could have said that I should crack a raw egg on my head and cluck like a chicken for 5 minutes.

Healing in this way requires 3 things, niat the intention of getting healed, doa HE is the real doctor, us'ha the action, can't get healed by sitting on one's butt. The action is the part that can be ridiculously taken advantage of.

retrospect

For every high there is a low. Definitely.

I think about my daughter, my wife, my son. My maybe short life. Even if I survive the operation will I have a long life? It is a malignant cancer after all.

What could have been. I wonder if my daughter will grow up safe and successful. What will she be like. Will she be happy? Whether my son will become the best that he can be. Whether my wife can handle the stress of raising 2 kids. Will she have a happier life? It weighs against me and I can't help but shed a little tear.

So many things I want to do, so little time. At least I should make a will.


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I saw the witch doctor and ...

This is another 'practitioner' known via my wife's friend.

Why not I thought. It wouldn't hurt. So we go to Kg Bakau. Meet the dude and he did a little procedure on me then do some blessing on some odd items we brought. But he added that there was some prohibitions. What? I was only expecting a 'procedure' and a thank you, bye bye. Now I have restrictions on food, no chicken,meat, apples, most fish, etc ...

This is like starving a hungry man. How the heck is a person who is now perpetually hungry going to survive on limited food choices!

There's also more. I'm supposed to wipe wet ground rice on my face with grass roots.

What can I say.

cool color vibrations

This event happened after seing the first wizard. I cannot insert a blog entry in blogspot so I will just say that this is back dated.

We hear from a relative his experience from a 'practitioner' in Penang. She explains to the wife what he's all about. Sounds witch doctory to me. I check out their web site which is some product site. They seem successful. Wonder how (I will soon know). Looks like heamotherapy to me.I have this feel that I'm gonna 'get' it (or get got). When we got there Dr Hambali greeted us. Did his magic thing with his spinning crystal pendulum. And said I was at level 3? My 'thing' had a frequency of 85 where 100 was bad. Great.

We bring some things to be blessed. Potatoes, lemons and water. He blessed them. This is the free part. Potatoes must be eaten before eating anything. Lemon is used to bathe. Water, one for drinking and one for bathing. Total course covers 7 days. Then bury the used lemons.

Then he comes out with more stuff. Rock salts, sugar tablets, a smelly herb extract and amino acids. He said something about complementary. OK. No ... not OK. After the instructions on using the stuff he pulls out the bill. Now I know how the product site pictures a big shop lot that it occupies. The 'gimmic' colour vibration therapy is to wang dangle the 'patient' then push the products. $344 bucks. I paid then left. This is the pull the cow by the nose syndrome. We are so used to seeing a doctor then get some pills and pay when we go. Such is conditioning even though we know.

Yeah I know.